Freddielinton wrote:First post here we go...
Well like most of you here, my fetish started when I was very young with my Mom's slips. That's really what started it all. Those were gone after a while, as she had started to notice I had been going through her drawers to get them. Then, I got a little older, and took several of my Cousin's things. She played soccer so she always had a bunch of these awesome satiny soccer shorts. I took a couple of those, as well as two intimates. One was a black pair of Vanity Fair satin panties, and another was a foily-type satin alligator print thong by Age Group. They smelled great too, like fresh out of the laundry. I also took two amazing bikinis from her (which also started my bikini fetish), but I'll stick to satin here since this is the satin fetish forum. I had a friend whose sister from Korea was now living with him. She had gotten a job at Victoria's Secret, so of course while we'd be outside I'd tell him I had to go to the bathroom or something; an excuse for me to get inside and upstairs to his sister's room. Took several thongs and panties from her over periods of time. I know this is an awful thing, and I knew it at the time. I wasn't raised this way, but it's how my addiction was. It really got my blood pumping; the adrenaline going. Anyway, karma does have a way of getting back around, as my Mom found and got rid of everything I discussed above, and more. All this collecting over the years and now I had nothing! I had to start all over.
Eventually, my sister got to the age where satin pajamas were a must. So my Mom had bought her two pairs; one was blue and the other was hot pink with green frogs on them. I used those a lot until they were discarded. Wish I still had those. Anyway, now I'm 23, and for the past 5 or 6 years, I have been buying satin in all forms like crazy. Being a kid, it was hard. You either had to use your Mom's or sister's stuff, or use things from relatives or friends. Even now, I'd be way too nervous to buy anything at a store. Which is why Amazon and eBay are my absolute favorite. I have purchased over 100 satin items on eBay over the past 5 years, with my favorite items being Satin Pajamas, Robes, and Tops. The thing I love about eBay is that sometimes if you do enough searching, you'll get to see the girl wearing the item that she's selling. Sometimes they'll even post pictures right on the auction itself, which makes the item even hotter. For instance, yesterday I bought a satin prom dress that this hot asian girl wore to prom two years ago. This is only my second dress, but I plan on buying many more. The only problem is that I still live at home with my parents, so all of my stuff is locked in my car. I literally have to race to get the mail, because my Mom will definitely open whatever came if she got it, even if it isn't for her. To make a long story short, I can't wait until I get my own place.
I have to say though, that I've never really "destroyed" any of the things I have. Sure, I'll use them for masturbation in a few ways, but I never cum on them. Those stains are too hard to get out and I enjoy these items too much for that.
welcome fellow satin admirer.
your story sounds very similar to mine. I remember when I was growing up, I had to hide my satin stash. I used to have an old pair of Pioneer HPM-150 stereo speakers that didn't work. I took the old drivers out of them and would conceal my items. One of them was a wool cheerleader jacket, it was found at a bus stop. It smelled heavenly and had a thick silver acetate lining. It had the owner's first name, but it was from a school nowhere near me. I often wondered what she looked like, but I won't lie I shot plenty of loads onto that fabric. I am sure she was a hottie, not to many "ugly" cheerleaders here. I remember when my Mom was going in my room and noticed that something was protruding from behind one of the speaker covers. She took it off and saw the coat. She took all the items out and confronted me. I felt ashamed yet kind of excited.
I made up a story about finding the items. She made me go to the school and turn them in to the lost and found. I wasn't nearly embarrassed about that as her finding out. From then on, I had to find a better place to conceal what I could, and it ended up being in a large box that a television came in that I kept in my closet. I stacked items on top of it and had to go through a ritual to ensure nothing was showing, as I don't know what I would do if "caught" again. I think my Mom knew I pleasured myself. She has since passed, and I often wish I would have just come out and admitted the truth (even though I think she knew, you can't lie to Mom!)
I would encourage you not to hide it. I know that sounds crazy, but you are 23, and adult by legal means and while it may be awkward to some, it is not illegal to buy satin and "enjoy" it in the privy of your domicile. you should point out that it is safe, legal and won't get anyone pregnant! Nothing to be ashamed of at all.